What's it gonna take?

It is SO frustrating, this whole "dieting" thing!  I am so good, and stay good for about  a week, then a wrench comes in and just throws the whole thing off whack! Everything I worked so hard for, gone in a mere day!

So I ask, what on Earth is it going to take to stay on track?! I know I've done so much so far, and you'd think it would be easy, but there is a bug in my brain. It's like a computer virus.  You know it's there, SOMEWHERE, but you don't know where, or how it really got there, or what it's going to take to get rid of it! I wish there was a diet brain scan.  You simply run the scan and it tells you what in your brain is stopping you and poof, they can wipe it clean!

Alas, there is nothing like that, and I'm gonna have to figure it out for myself, again.  You'd think having someone around 24/7 would keep me more right here right now, but no. UGH! Does anyone have an answer?! Well, tomorrow starts a new day AGAIN.  This week is Thanksgiving, and thus starts the Christmas season.  They say magical things happen this time of year and maybe, just maybe, I'll have a small one of my own!

Is skinny really the thing?

The other day I saw a friend I hadn't seen in a very long time.  The first thing that came out of their mouth was "wow Cara, you're looking skinny!"

While, I'm not saying it's a terrible thing.  I was flattered when they thought so. However, why did they say skinny instead of "fit?" What kind of society do we live in where it's more ideal to be skinny than fit? Should I be all squeely and giddy that I looked skinny?

It's almost as if the work I do, day in and day out, is not to be fit, and strong and be proud of these thunder thighs, rather, I'm doing the work to be skinny. I would love it if, as a society, we stopped complements based on our pant size.  If being skinny was my goal, I'd be doing a lot less than what I'm doing now. I'd go and starve myself for a month, but that's not what I want, I want to be strong, healthy!

So, when you see me and if you want to give me a real complement, tell me I'm looking strong or healthy. Tell me I look good, or even hot!!  Ask me for  some recipes, or advice. But don't say "you're looking skinny," that just cheapens all the real work I've been doing!!

                                                               

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Which do you want to be?