I am SO frustrated right now! Shocker of shockers, I've hit another pleatu, and have been at this point for the last 2 months about. I am getting SO frustrated with this, and with the holidays coming around, it's not making things any easier!! With my newest decision of joining army ROTC, there is a WHOLE new source of frustration, that was not in the original plan.
I now not only have to figure out all our money sources, but I also have to figure out, how the heck I'm going to get into the U of M! There is such a long process I'm honestly a little scared. Of course I have back up plans, when do I NOT have a back up plan? But ya know, I'm getting a little SICK of having to USE my back up plans!
All this stress is now starting to effect my weight again! It's not like I've gained 10 pounds or anything, I'm just going up and down the same 2 or so pounds. I think I'm doing all the right things, but when you want to go into a business that, a certain weight, is required, it gets really frustrating and again, more stressful!
I love this time of year, but when it comes to dieting and such, it's making my life a living a hell!! I work out like a mo-fo, watch what I'm eating, and nothing!! I wish I could say "Oh, I'm gaining muscle!" but I don't know if I am, or if I'm just not going anywhere!! I need something, I don't know what, but something.
I've been at a plateau for 6 months!! (ha--I actually just don't think I can lose anymore weight) but what has helped me is measurements! Despite weight not changing, you'd be shocked at how your waist, legs, arms, etc change shape. Has Norman been measuring you? If not try that and see where you are in a month. It's nice to see some change and lord knows we can't depend on the scale all the time!! :-) Hang in there! Now is no time to give up!
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