Have you ever had the feeling that things just aren't how they're supposed to be?? I'm sitting here tonight, cruising facebook, and something just doesn't feel right anymore. I don't long for a 9 to 5 job, I don't want to have a house with a white picket fence, I don't have 2.5 children and I really can't see myself in a mini-van, I don't want to vacuum with a string of pearls around my neck. If that's the life some choose, awesome, it's just not me, and it's not how I was raised! The life that I have tonight feels so temporary and it's starting to get me just a wee bit down!
Don't get me wrong, I love my friends, and my family, I love being an Army Wife, but I'm sick of it at the same time. I'm at the point where I have a knot in my stomach constantly, it won't go away!! You know that feeling, again I know I've said it, that it's just not right anymore.
I know this has NOTHING to do with my weight loss per-say, it's just things I need to get off my chest every once and a while! I know the people who are truly friends will still be here when I come back, and it's vice versa, but dude, it's time to move on for a while! Maybe 12 weeks away from everything is WHAT I need, so I guess it's time to kick it back up! I WILL get that 9% down and good luck to anyone who tries to stop me and tell me otherwise...
Thanks for listening to my random ramblings! :)
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