My problem...

Are you done with the jokes yet? Good, because I know you all could go on forever about what my problems are!  Okay, do you know what my problem is when it comes to weight loss?

Here it is, I want it NOW! No, not now, I want it yesterday!! Let's back up a couple days, about a week actually.  I went to the recruiters (I know ya'll read that blog!) and she told me what I had to lose/gain! Tonight I measured myself, and WTF mate, my inner curvy part of my midsection went up! WHAT?! Well, Colin measured me (I love him, but he can't tape females!) and I got frustrated once more!

I know it's not going to come off over night, but gosh do I want it to!!!  I want to be able to walk into that recruiters tomorrow and say "sign me up!"

Psychologically, I know that can't happen, but emotionally I want nothing more at this point! I try to remember what I've done this past year but at times it's just not good enough! Ya know that feeling?? You want something so bad, but there's just one hurdle after another, and boom, you're at the last couple! You think, it's the light at the end, but just a little firefly! You look beyond, and there's a TINY speck that is the light!

Folks, I want to be at that light finally!! Sometimes is just doesn't seem fair! Physically I can do it all, but because I'm an inch too big (literally, an inch!) I can't do it!

So that, my friends, is my problem! I'll get there soon, I know I will, but man this ride is getting bumpy and quite narrow as we reach the top of this mountain!

(P.S. please excuse all the metaphors this go-round!)